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new photoshoots added to these pages I've been working as consistently as I can to upload new content and I am so happy to report that I am officially caught up with these pages. That all my newest content for these categories have been added. Although some of these photoshoots are a few years old, they are brand new to this website and to any visitors who may look at them. I am so happy to FINALLY have them uploaded on my site. Below is a few of my favorite pictures from these photoshoots. Thank you for visiting! -Lady
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saying goodbye to my Princess, Marvel It breaks my heart to write this post. I suppose it's not necessary, but I wanted to explain why not much has happened on my website. In short, my baby Marvel, passed away and I lost all motivation to do anything work related. If you are an animal lover, or a caring person, feel free to read on about my heart break. Life took a hard turn as I watched Marvel's health decline. Marvel was my beloved Princess who I had for 10 wonderful, long years. Though, looking back, it felt like a matter of a few months. The vets didn't know what was wrong with her. They assumed there was cancer, but couldn't find it. So I watched her lose weight and lose her strength. But I enjoyed her presence and clung to her as tightly as I could. I cherished every "meow" she would give me. Even though her meows were half as loud as they typically would be. She was beautiful and happy until the end. I had to assist her with cleaning her fur, she was too weak to do it. But I gladly did everything I could to make sure she was comfortable. [This picture to my left is her sitting on my camera bag. Even as a baby, she loved sitting on my camera bags. She supported mommy.] God answered my prayers and allowed me to hold her the entire night as she passed. She meowed one last time and I felt as if that was her spirit leaving her body. After that, I wanted for her body to shut down. We had a beautiful funeral for her. I played our song by Guns N' Roses "Sweet child O' Mine" because I would often sing those lyrics to her. All through the night while holding Marvel, I played Haley Reinhart's version of "Can't Help Falling In Love". It was perfect and soothing. The lyrics matched our relationship perfectly. I felt as though Marvel filled every part of my heart and my life. To hold her knowing that every minute that passed meant I was getting closer to losing her, killed me. I couldn't stop time from moving. And I couldn't stop her body from shutting down. I wept and cried and couldn't sleep. But I felt her heart beat against mine. I took pictures, and I thanked God for my baby. I remembered so many special things that we did. Milestones in my life that I went through and had her to share it with. My heart was so full of gratitude and was broken into a million pieces all at once. Because of my grief, I lost so much motivation to do anything. For many nights, I simply watched TV. I would work on my website while she was near me, and I cherished those moments. Because I knew one day, I would be working and she would not be there beside me anymore. I still cry and grieve over my baby. I miss her deeply. But I have found the push to resume working and pursuing my goals. She has inspired me to write music and to create art. I know losing a pet happens, but this was the first time for me to lose a baby that I had for 10 years. So while I have been silent, I am still working and striving towards my goals. It's just with less company. Thank you for reading a broken hearts thoughts, -Lady
Goodbye to my Princess.
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